today has been shit! all i have done is think about you. ><
i hate you. my world is crashing down and i am going to fix it righ now.
yeah i am stronger than this. so kiss me and wish me luck on my way.
the best part of this is knowing its nothing compared to the pain i have felt and i had to remeber that pain to know that ill make it thought this. tonight may be valentines night but i dont need cuddles and cute shit. all i need is my pillow so i can sleep though this crappyyy day. tommowo really is another day, and it will be a good day, because i want it to be just like the night i meet you, i wanted to have a goodnight and it was. this saturday i will go out and i will be myself without having to worry what i look like and if you would care. i hope you read this so you know you were something to me, and i wont forget you cause you were my frist crush, but thats all you will ever be cause you didnt trust me or want me back. hope this makes you happy. cause i am happyer now i wrote it. oh and just so you should have really have replyed.
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