everyone is always looking for a reason to leave or yell at me. lately i fell like my world is falling apart. and all i can do is stand here and watch it.
i am happy in short moments. well they may be long moments but they feel like nothing compared to the time i spend worrying and being cranky.
i have also came to the conclusion that i want something/ someone when they dont want me and when they do i dont want them anymore. its like a an setting my self up to fail. today was fucked, expect i did enjoy seeing someone for the frist time in ages. let hope i feel better after i sleep.
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