go on snd scream. scream at me.

ever just felt like singing on the top of your voice in a pubic place? or along to a song at work? or in the supermarket in the car with friends.? then going to open your mouth and closing straght way? because of the fear of rejection? your not alone in rejection so next time open your mouth and sing for the rest of people who are to afaid to sing for themselfs. i can say i am finally happy but in my happness i can still feel sadness waiting for me. i feel like, i am two steps away from falling, but at the same time, i feel like i am walking on water. i guess thats life. latley i think that everybi=ody is expecting more from me, there expecting me to comform.. i will never comform, i believe i was set here for reason to help others be themselfs and have fun. i am thinkning that maybe i should look into a carearee in that somehow, it makes me happy to see others just being themselfs and not faking a smile.xxxx this song it how i am feeling atm, and yes i am singing it on the top of voice! <3I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile flame aged
Is misery
And when our hearts meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut