i just dont understand.
i am great, i was happy with who i was. i knew what i wanted.
but now i feel like a human runing a horses race, everyone is always so quick to put me down for who i was, or what i have become. everyone always asking for something. i am sick of leading in a world which is full of leaders which wont listen or even try to. i am like a fish swimming a race with a shark and i cant win, between my jobs and school i dont even no where i fit anymore. i was a star i new that i could be anything i just needed to want it. but now i am fallen star with no hope to rise because of the belief that i wil never be good enough for you for them. i wanted to help people now i cant even be bothered to see anyones faces. i am the only one who can reach for the stars and become one. but i ask myself whats the point anymore, i am not even believing in myself anymore let only the power of others.
what pushed me to the point, where i choose to fit in and not stand out for who i am. who i am now, where had gabrielle catherine dean gone, cause i feel as if she not here anymore... i am lost with out ny direction...