if i asked you to run away with me would you?

i want to get outta albury but i dont wanta go by myslef come with me..

:)
i wish i could feel his hands keeping me safe agian.
i wish for alot.. haha. random!
i gunna stop wishing and go out and get you :) haha

if you read this

i want you to know i cant stop thinking about you, and i wish you didnt leave so that i could of told you that your awesome, and i also wish you would text me. so i could tell you yhat i liked you and not him...


mm school tomoz. i am going crazy. what do i said to you.

perfect..

today i meet the perfect stanger. he was cute. and really nice. pretty much made my day. haha
yeah
now i cant remba his name.
hate it then that happens. i hope i see him agian... he was pretty, and cuute.

oh and i also love nizzo fitzy michelle cause they were kool todayy
i miss siobhan and jackie and kortnne and zade :(

i just dont understand.
i am great, i was happy with who i was. i knew what i wanted.
but now i feel like a human runing a horses race, everyone is always so quick to put me down for who i was, or what i have become. everyone always asking for something. i am sick of leading in a world which is full of leaders which wont listen or even try to. i am like a fish swimming a race with a shark and i cant win, between my jobs and school i dont even no where i fit anymore. i was a star i new that i could be anything i just needed to want it. but now i am fallen star with no hope to rise because of the belief that i wil never be good enough for you for them. i wanted to help people now i cant even be bothered to see anyones faces. i am the only one who can reach for the stars and become one. but i ask myself whats the point anymore, i am not even believing in myself anymore let only the power of others.
what pushed me to the point, where i choose to fit in and not stand out for who i am. who i am now, where had gabrielle catherine dean gone, cause i feel as if she not here anymore... i am lost with out ny direction...

:) i love

i love the feeling of nothing. i love hanging upside down. i love when your feet cant toouch the groud. i love that i cry when i laught. i love alot things

lets get lost toggetter

i dont understand this now.... lets get lost toggeter, until we find whatever were looking for.


this song explains my feeling, i feel music does it better then words some times


We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

(chorus)
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there whenthe storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

... :) perfect.