the road of life,

everyone needs to belong.
belong to a place
belong to a person
belong to a group
or they belong to themselfs
if you want to belong turely you must find which one of these that you belong to
and if its not here or now, then go find where you belong because in the end we all have to belong to something.
or our journey is pointless, without cause, without direaction.
what's the point of the road. If theres nothing to follow.?
to belong is to follow a road with direaction and truely believe thats where you should be at this point in time. weather that is to
belong to a place
belong to person
belong to group
or to belong to yourself as a person.
i truely believe that i belong to myself and this is my road and i have direaction because of this. where do you belong? do you need to find this belonging to have direaction? this is my qestion to you.

yeah thanks bestfriend.

i think to my self what the point ??
the point is you can pull me under, but ill still be breathing. you cant hold me back dont now. ill face this bullshit. and ill come out of it just fine. because i am stronger then you seem to think. i dont need anyone. because people always leave. this is what makes me strong. i only relised this today. after everything thats happen in my life i no now those who are alone in this world are the stongist with nothing to hold them back. yeah sure ill miss you. but that the price you pay for beening a heartless mole. who pushed me to this point in need. and to face this shit on my own to feet, now i thank you for that. cause i am now the strongist i have ever been. so bring it all bitches, throw everything you got at me, hit me when i am down cause we both no ill just keep getting back up and facing all of you alone and strong which doesnt mean it will be easy but aleast i no i never gunna leave myself or stab my self in the back so fuck you and your friend ships. ..

: )

.. ever had that song you automacitaly love?? that you cant stop listening to? the one which is always on replay?? well i have one of those songs at the moment.. i can feel ya heart beat. :) haha its amazing.. listen to it...

6,883,251,775

6,883,251,775 people in the world and all i need is a few.
these people are the reason i hope. they keep strong and help stand back up and fight, i dont wish for anything, but them. there amazing and i just want them to know i do love them.

family.
its like a butterflys wings without them it cant fly.
without my family i cant ethier. there my hope.
bestfriend.
we will all leave but she always comes back, she is the trust that i need and the laugh that we all take for gratend
the boy who isnt the brother.
words dont explian how he makes me feel. he always understands. dont you dare leave me.
the others
they will leave some will come back but other wont, but while there here i am still smiling.

i can feel his heart beat.

I saw you talking on the phone
I know that you are not alone
But you steal my heart away
Yeah you steal my heart away

You’re acting like you’re on your own
But I saw you standing with a girl
Stop tryn’ to steal my heart away,
Stop tryn’ to steal my heart away

I don’t know where we going
I don’t know who we are

I can feel your heartbeat x2
He said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
Feel your heartbeat
She said
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
Heartbeat
Feel your heartbeat

Maybe it’s the way you move
You got me dreaming like a fool
That I can steal your heart away
I can steal your heart away

No matter what it is you think
I’m not the kind of girl you think
And give my heart away
Stop tryin’ steal my heart away

I don’t know where we going
I don’t know who we are

I can feel your heartbeat
He said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
He said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
Heartbeat
Feel your heartbeat
She said
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
Stop stealing my heart away x3
You’re stealing my heart away

I don’t know where we going
I don’t know who we are
Feels like we are flowing
High above the stars, the stars, the stars, the stars

I can feel your heartbeat
He said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
He said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
Heartbeat
Feel your heartbeat

Stop stealing my heart away
Talk to me girl
Stop stealing my heart away
Give it to me boy
Stop stealing my heart away
Say it to me girl
You’re stealing my heart away

Stop stealing my heart away x3
Your heartbeat.

yeah i love him... he gives me hope.

free hugs. because i need one.

well everything falls apart.. everythings come to an end. a good song finishes. a bestfriend lost. boyfriend gone. family apart.. i am always alone in my sadness, untill i choose to be alone in happyness, but i ask my self everyday, can i be happy without one to share my happyness with?? i guess ill ask that qestion everyday until i have someone to share it with. but then they will be lost,gone, part from me agian right. so i guess i will always be alone in whatever emotion i have... free hugs.. i think i need one